14 miles

Apr. 1st, 2026 05:14 pm
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14 miles! Not as much as I'd hoped, and I deeefinitely didn't push myself anywhere close to last time. I'm barely sore.

I quasi regret my life choices yet again*, but I guess the good news is I can run 14 miles without getting super tired?

* As I explained to my roommate, all the stamina-building happens in the last 20-40 minutes. In order to get to the last 20-40 minutes, you have to go through the first 2 hours. That's 2 hours I could be spending working on Peter Keith, Old Irish pedagogy, geology, German, Russian Duolingo, cleaning our vertical blinds and recaulking our bathtub, etc. So it really makes sense to do those last 20-40 minutes of pure exhaustion to get the most out of the first 2 hours. That way, you don't have to do another 2-hour run for several days, and you've bumped your stamina up by multiple miles in one go. Like, if I had done 16 today, I'd be putting myself in a position to do 20 next week. Now I need to do another long run sooner rather than later, and I'm probably only looking at 16-17 max.

But somehow when the 20 minutes is *now* and the 2 hours is sometime in the vague *future*, the trade-off always seems worth it. Until about 30 minutes later, when I've recovered enough to go, "Dammit!"

Details: I actually finished the first 13 miles (half-marathon) slightly faster than last time. 2:09:03 instead of ~2:09:40. I could tell I was stronger and moving faster; I didn't even start to feel tired until 11 or 12 miles.

I actually stopped at 13.5 miles, gave up, walked half a mile, felt better, then ran another half a mile. Could have done more, buuut...

I was super thirsty. I think that actually played a role in giving up at 13.5 miles, and it definitely played a role in giving up at 14 miles.

Next time I'm bringing my CamelBak. My runs have finally gotten too long to go without water.

I also got hungry around 11 miles, and I slowed down to a cooldown speed briefly and took a few bites of dried meat. Turns out my mouth was too dry for dried meat, surprise surprise. I think next time I'm bringing mandarin slices. Also probably drinking slightly more before I leave (I didn't wake up as thirsty as I normally do). Anyway, that also slowed down my half-marathon time. Hopefully I either don't get hungry next time, or the mandarins work better than dried meat. It was so frustrating, because the bout of hunger hit right as I was thinking, "Wow, I'm running faster, I can't wait to check my time at 13 miles and compare it to last time! Dammit, now I have to slow down just when I was feeling like going faster."

Anyway, a somewhat anticlimactic 14 miles when I was hoping for 16+, but it'll do. Next time: CamelBak!

The Apothecary Diaries 15

Apr. 1st, 2026 10:14 am
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The Apothecary Diaries 15 by Nekokurage

Spoiler warnings ahead for the earlier books.

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Apr. 1st, 2026 12:18 am
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Today was stupid and involved too much cat vomit and cat shit and I drank too much but at least I did my goddamn exercises and flossed my fucking teeth and finally mailed the check for last year's ambulance ride. so it's not a complete wash but UGH.

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Apr. 1st, 2026 02:08 am
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https://www.bbc.co.uk/news/articles/ce9mvzpvr7xo

Awwww, the cowardly nazi uncle is scrabbling around now he can't kill teens any more and he just wants some friennnnds 😥😥😥

Exadelic by Jon Evans

Mar. 31st, 2026 07:54 pm
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Exadelic

1/5. I am a more evolved human who DNF’s books now, so it has been a long time since I finished something and was this mad about it. See, what happened was I started this while sick and injured and under a lot of stress, and quickly realized it’s bad, but I thought it was boring protagonist bad. Dumb Silicon Valley dude wank fantasies bad. But entertaining enough to create mild noise in my brain, and it sounded like more effort to get a new book, you know?

And then I read the last quarter and now I’m mad and I’m crawling out of my hole to tell you about it.

Let’s back up. This is a scifi technothriller about a boring software middle manager dude who gets told he is of cosmic importance by a new AI, sending him off on a journey through the multiverse and time to try and save the world. One of those scifi books where the author had a huge pile of things (magic as software exploits, occult horror AI, multiverses, Dyson Spheres, the Black Dahlia, etc. etc.), refused to discard a single one of them, and stitched them all together with an afterthought of a narrator who somehow got less and less interesting the more time we spent with him. Also, the sex in this book is seriously cringe.

But then I got to the part where – I’m not going to spoiler cut this. I’ll keep it to general situational vibes, but if you really don’t want to know, stop here. There’s a point where our loser protagonist ends up in a future where humans are so scared of AI that they have outlawed all progress and live in a weird, stunted leisure society. Their fear of AI is pretty legit considering there is a history of Ais committing genocide. But the whole point of the book is to sneer at this society and for our protag to think snidely about how they have a slave class of sub-intelligent robots, and he’s got to fix everything by allowing free and rampant AI development.

Which, like. I’m not one of those people who froths at the mouth about how AI kills kittens or whatever. But my dude. My man. What. The fuck. It’s the smugness about the slave labor that gets me. Like, excuse me? Slave labor is not an exclusive feature of stagnant societies. Exploitation is often the engine of progress! Including in the AI boom right the fuck now!

And it’s not like he’s making a big intellectual stand here – the book isn’t even internally coherent enough for that. Our protagonist himself is literally exploited for labor at multiple points! By AIs!

Ugh. At least being this annoyed has cleared my sinuses.

Content notes: Torture, drugged sex, noncon

Could be worse

Mar. 31st, 2026 09:09 pm
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Ironically for someone as fussy as me, I've never really been involved in intra-ff7-fandom drama. When I lurk, I constantly see everyone else complaining about what the rest of the fandom are up to, but afaict, it's one of the better fandoms, as long as it's talking *about* FF7 (fandom is not a place to find people educated on political topics, but then, until tumblr came along, nobody behaved like fandom was the place for that!). People whinge about love-triangles or whatever, but in the FF7 fandom, you can usually find 5-20 people who have played through a scene and have understood the scene and can discuss the scene in a way that goes somewhere interesting or amusing.

FOR CONTRAST, for many of my fave shows, there's no fan material worth looking at. All you get is a bit of OOC yaoi, where you could swap the characters with those from any other series, because they're so OOC-- much of the FF7 fandom makes stuff like this, of course, but there's *also* better stuff. Whereas for some fandoms, that OOC yaoi is all there is.

And even that's better than some. For my fave series, the fandom is just depressing. Was watching clips just now; there's a moment in one of the episodes that's really fucked up, where a usually-likeable character shoots a guy at point-blank range, in a context where it's arguably unnecessary. Comments are just like "hahaha don't mess with HIM!!". The show itself is much more critical of it, suggesting it's a gratuitous murder, and that the character lost his temper while grieving; it shows just how distraught he is and what he cares about most, but also that he's dangerous and might be unable to fit into normal society, which is relevant in the context because that might be the only way he can survive. I like it AS a show, because you like the guy but you're aware on some level he has to be able to think like a psychopath to do his job, and it forces you to face that, which fits in with bigger themes about the roles of a military, how you use power, etc. But it often seems like the fandom's just there for the show of force. You can get that anywhere! And as with albums, they always love the worst parts. The same way the crappiest song on an album is always the only song that gets into the charts, $tv-show-fandom will latch onto the weakest, laziest, most generic aspect of the show and rave about it. So you're looking for a discussion on worldbuilding quirks and everyone's there like "this show is so great and unique; there's violence and a character with big tits!!!" Every time they visit crunchyroll, it must be a dazzling odyssey...

I guess people often get involved in fandoms for a sense of community, but most fandoms for stuff I like would just make me feel alone. "Be the change you want to see in the fandom!"-- Haha, I do make stuff! But I prefer not to share my faves too widely! So I keep it on my harddrive. :)

Though on related note, I was laughing this week at people fussing about the Discourse over a HP worldbuilding detail, about the students not learning maths. Unlike most of the HP-fandom, apparently, I am firmly in the camp that this is not just something Hogwarts students learn "offscreen"; I believe most wizards really lack mathematical education beyond that of the average 7 year old, and I've used it as a jokey plot-point in fic I've written before. They don't need it! They're wizards! The first book even implies as much; Snape chooses to protect the stone with a logic test because wizards generally suck at logic. That whole realm is just not on the curriculum, because it doesn't need to be. Mr Weasley also pretty much says this, when talking about the gulf between wizard and muggle science. So, as usual, with stuff people point out from those books because they can't read, it's not some gotcha or something that anyone needs to make excuses for, either; it's a running joke. :')

Well, people choosing to get aggro about it have been making me laugh even more than I would otherwise. :P I'm kinda sad I didn't ever post the fic, because I could've pointed to it! But that one is some seriously self-indulgent cringe. Like everything I do 😎

Trad Wife, by Saratoga Schaefer

Mar. 31st, 2026 10:59 am
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Camille is a tradwife influencer, living in near-total isolation from all humans but her awful and mostly absent husband Graham and her nosy neighbor Renee. She directs her own life like it's a perfect Instagram post, constantly obsessing over the perfect shade of beige and how her followers will react if she disagrees with a more successful tradwife influencer's insistence on a folic acid-free diet. The best way to get followers is to get pregnant, and she and Graham haven't managed that yet. But there's something lurking in the dark, deep well near the dark, deep woods that might be able to solve that problem for her.

The first quarter or so of this book is so repetitive and anvillicious that I might have DNF'd it if I hadn't been reading it for the horror book club. However, it picks up once Camille has sex with the creature in the well. (Camille tells herself it's an angel but can't stop calling it "the creature;" its actual nature is pleasingly ambiguous.) Her extremely weird pregnancy and increasingly desperate efforts to conceal its weirdnesses from Graham, Renee, and her online followers had me glued to the pages, and once her baby is born, I went from being entertained to actively loving the story. I don't want to give away too much about the baby, but I think it's the first time I have ever gotten deeply attached to a fictional baby. Of course, it helps that the baby isn't quite human...

The story is predictable but in a good way once you're past the interminable first quarter; you can't wait for certain things to happen. It gets increasingly batshit and darkly, gleefully funny as it goes along. It's a good female rage book, and has some quality monsterfucking scenes. Despite the rough start I really enjoyed this.

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Content notes: Very gory.

Incidentally, there are at least three novels called Trad Wife or Tradwife released this year. One by Sarah Langan is coming out in September.

Paradise 2.08 (Season finale)

Mar. 31st, 2026 06:09 pm
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In which season 2 comes to an end with a bang and a whimper both.

Spoilers have just heard there will be a third and final season, which is good )

The Jewish War: Second half of Book 4

Mar. 29th, 2026 09:53 pm
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Last week: Mass suicide (canonical), Constantinople (not present in canon), pro-surrender factions, the translation of "bandits/terrorists/troublemakers" (apparently "lestes" in Greek). Anyone familiar with the Talmud want to weigh in about the question of marrying a raped-by-a-Roman woman in Jewish society?

This week: Jerusalem continues to be torn apart by various factions. Simon son of Gioras makes his appearance. The Year of the Four Emperors happens, with Vespasian finally making his bid for emperor.

Next week: Half of book 5? To where? From [personal profile] selenak: until the tale of Kastor duping Titus has concluded: “…for they believed nothing but that their opponents had thrown themselves into the fire."

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Mar. 29th, 2026 11:47 pm
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For all Mankind 5.01

Mar. 29th, 2026 01:25 pm
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I finished s4 of For All Mankind with mixed feelings - you can read my review of the season 4 finale here, which goes into details as to why - but not so much that I wasn't curious about s5, which started on Friday.

Spoilers finally found out what happened to Oleg from The Americans )

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Mar. 29th, 2026 12:38 am
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Recent Reading: Glorious Exploits

Mar. 28th, 2026 06:55 pm
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Hello friends ヾ(•ω•`)o I feel like it's been a while! Today I finished Glorious Exploits by Irish author Ferdia Lennon. It turned out to be the perfect book to read after finishing my lectures on the Greek and Persian wars, because it takes place in Syracuse during the Peloponnesian War (I caught that reference to the Athenian silver mines!)

The book is written in a contemporary Irish dialect, which put a lot of reviewers off. However, I think it works well for making the language accessible and readable to a modern audience in the sense that reading it, we can immediately tell who is likely educated, who is not, who is being casual, who is being disingenuous, etc. As long as you're prepared for it, I don't think it causes much disruption.

The audiobook is narrated by the author himself, which was fun. It's always great to hear an author's own take on their work. For instance, the way Lampo says "good morning," both to the Spartan guards and the Athenian prisoners of war at the start of the book. This could have been a nothing exchange, but the obnoxious way Lennon says that "good morning" tells us almost right away that Lampo is a guy who delights in being a thorn in others' sides and a guy who thinks he's hilarious

The plot of the story is simple: Gelon, Lampo's childhood best friend, decides they're going to put on a Euripides play with the Athenian prisoners, because the Athenians are the only ones who know enough of the script to pull it off. 

That's all. The story moves at a leisurely pace, with Lampo and Gelon working through various technical snags in this plan and trying to garner support in Syracuse for the idea (there's not much). 

I think Lennon excels at showing characters who are sometimes disappointingly realistic. Gelon and Lampo are not heroes. They are not conscientious objectors to the war. They are not activists against the obvious abuse the Athenian prisoners of war are going through. They're just two poor dudes put out of work by the war, who sort of maybe kind of thing it's not the greatest thing in the world for the Athenians to be tortured or starved to death and possibly someone might want to do something about that, at some point. 

Similarly, the Athenians were undoubtedly the aggressors in the war. They invaded Sicily, they burned other villages on the island to the ground, they fully intended to conquer Syracuse. They allegedly killed Syracusans who had already surrendered. But the book asks, when is enough enough? When have they been punished enough? When have the Syracusans gone from victims seeking justice to perpetrators seeking vengeance? 

Lampo himself, the main protagonist, is a prime mixed bag. His humorous nature makes him come off a bit harmless, but he can be wildly insensitive, even mean, even to people he likes. He can swing rapidly from mood to mood. He's often focused on himself and his insecurities can make him lash out or give up too easily. And yet, it's Lampo, not Gelon, who has the first confrontation with Bitton, a man who roams the quarries beating Athenian prisoners of war to death at random to soothe his grief for his son who died in the war. It's Lampo who inserts himself between Bitton and some Athenian strangers to try to talk the man down. And it's Lampo who urges action at the secondary climax, Lampo who sets that entire plot point in motion when no one else in Syracuse seems to give a shit.

In a way that feels characteristic of Irish tales, Glorious Exploits does not shy away from the gross, unglamorous reality of its story and its characters. It doesn't try to dress anyone up in shining armor or sacrifice the dull reality for a romantic sheen. Yet in the muck and the mire, a shocking gleam of poetry emerges. The play starts off as a lark for Lampo, a silly, ridiculous thing he's doing to humor his melancholy friend, but gradually, it becomes important. And as it becomes important to him, it becomes important to the reader. The plot is slow, and a reader may find themselves wondering why they're bothering with all this--but for me, the later two climaxes of the book hit like gut punches.

I'm still chewing this one over, but I enjoyed it and I would read more from this author. It's not a story that will shock and wow you upfront, but the heart of it really hits if you stick with it.

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